Last year I decided to relocate from my home in Dayton, Ohio,
to Cincinnati in order to immerse myself in the Sisters of Charity community. For the past ten months I have been living in
an apartment building with three Sisters as neighbors, and in our foyer hangs a
poster reminding us each day to practice “humility, simplicity, and
charity.” So when I announced my summer
vacation plans, I doubt anyone was expecting Dubai, a Middle Eastern city known
for luxury and extravagance, to be the first stop on my itinerary. After two nights in Dubai, I would board a
15-night cruise bound for Oman, Israel, Greece, and Turkey, followed by a week
in Italy—not exactly a humble or simple trip!
As an architecture student in college, I had spent many hours
studying modern and ancient landmarks around the world and dreaming about some
day standing in front of them. Even as I began discerning religious life, I was
still captivated with the history and beauty of the sites that filled my
architecture books. As I looked ahead at
the years of formation awaiting me, and the many restrictions and commitments
that would accompany religious life, I decided now was my chance to live out my
dream.
I realized that it would not be easy finding a travel
companion for such a long, exotic vacation, but I finally convinced my dad, a
retiree, to join me on this once-in-a-lifetime voyage. Before we knew it, months of planning and
anticipation had passed and we were on our way to Dubai, where we embraced the
“go big or go home” spirit of the city. During
our stay, my dad and I were treated like royalty at a five-star hotel, attended
high tea at “the world’s most luxurious hotel,” and viewed the futuristic city
from the world’s tallest building. It
was difficult at the time to imagine returning to a life where my future
included a vow of poverty. However, through
all the opulence, my heart continued to yearn for a life of service rather than
a life as the served. After only two
days in Dubai, I was already beginning to miss the modesty of my apartment in
Cincinnati and the simple task of preparing my own meal or making my own bed. Furthermore, I was feeling guilty about the
excess surrounding me when so many people in the world have nothing. I was
struggling with a range of emotions; but I was relieved that I had not been
distracted by the few days living in luxury, and I was confident that my call
to religious life remained strong.
The adventure continued next to Oman, where we experienced a
more traditional Middle Eastern setting, then to Israel, where we went on a
journey in the footsteps of Jesus. Our
excursions included a full day in Jerusalem and another day exploring Galilee. It was hard to truly absorb the power of the
sites we visited in such large tour groups on rigid schedules, and at times I
even began to feel jaded. However, I knew
that I was blessed to have the opportunity for such an amazing experience, so I
did not want to take anything for granted.
Whenever possible, and especially when visiting the sacred sites of the
Holy Land, I tried to find a quiet place to sit and put myself in God’s
presence, even just for a minute or two, and thank Him for all His graces and
the beauty of His creation. After three
more stops in Greece and Turkey, my dad flew home while I proceeded to Italy
where two of my best friends were spending the summer.
Brittany and Tyler, now married, became my friends when I was
in graduate school, and both played a significant role in what I consider my
spiritual awakening. Therefore, much of
our time together in Italy included discussions of our faith and relationships
with God—a perfect segue from my lavish odyssey to my return to humility,
simplicity, and charity. Our time
together began with a day trip to Assisi and concluded with a weekend in Rome,
where we explored the Vatican together and continued to share and nourish our
love for Christ. After twenty-four days
overseas realizing my lifelong dream, I felt like the prodigal child when I
returned to Cincinnati. Looking through
all my photographs, I once again counted my blessings for being able to have
such a life-changing experience; but more than anything, I felt excited to be
back home in community and continue my pursuit of a life in service of God’s
beautiful creation!
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